| gavan - Your turn |
[20 Nov 2008|03:53am] |
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01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? sing?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
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| gavan - Hey |
[14 Feb 2007|12:08am] |
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JLC - Mexico |
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Happy birthday, loser. ♥
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| gavan - Shit |
[23 Jan 2007|04:51pm] |
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Ben Harper - With My Own Two Hands |
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I'm getting so damn old. AUGHHH.
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| gavan - Short post |
[12 Sep 2006|08:49pm] |
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Some stupid TV show |
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Long time no update. But it's to be expected, seeing as not much has really happened.
We had a mission end of August that actually went quite well till the very end. Caine managed to get in and out smoothly until he TRIPPED climbing out of the building's window, fell from the second story and gashed open his side. Lovely.
I drove him back to my house; he was bleeding pretty bad, but it wasn't anything life threatening. Nevertheless, it needed some attention. I was going to fix it for him but for some reason the idiot refused to let me help! He complained that the last time I tried to help I was too rough or something, what a sissy. Anyhow, I literally had to chase the jerk around my house and pin him down before I was able to fix his cut. He turned such a simple thing into such an ordeal. What the fuck.
There's been some other little things here and there, but I'm so busy right now I don't have time to be updating about it.
Stop adding obligation upon obligation to your already overloaded schedule. Reduce the number of 'shoulds' in your life, and you'll find you have more space to do things that are fun, stimulating and life expanding.
Hah. My horoscope.
If only.
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| urael - i enjoy aim |
[01 Aug 2006|03:39pm] |
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i just told a 15 year old how to butcher a human carcass for consumption. <3<3
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| gavan - Due to a feeling of being insignificant |
[01 Aug 2006|03:45am] |
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Aqualung - Strange & Beautiful |
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I feel sick. Probably due to the feeling I have in which I want to reach out and grab something that isn’t there.
I think I'm lonely. Which is strange, because I've really never felt this way before. I've lacked friends for as long as I can remember until fairly recently, but I had never felt lonely. I supposed you don't crave what you don't know. However, now that I understand what it's like to have a friend, it's like I can't live without that kind of comfort. It's like I'm desperate to have the ability to be who I really am around someone, to be able to trust them and share thoughts, fears and dreams unconditionally, without preconceived ideas or perceptions, without expectations or judgments; no strings attached.
But right now, at this exact moment, I don't have that.
It's terribly unbearable.
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| rodya - I try the game now. |
[20 Jul 2006|11:59am] |
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I looked Superfly took the game So I take the game also!
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| × I miss somebody right now. (I do not pass someone right now?) |
× I don't watch much TV these days. (What reconcile "tv?") |
✓ I own lots of books. |
| × I wear glasses or contact lenses. (Burden!) |
× I love to play video games. |
× I've tried marijuana. |
| × I've watched porn movies. |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (Ahhh so confused!) |
× I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (Never if it is harmful to life!) |
| × I curse sometimes. (I do not know "curse.") |
× I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. |
✓ I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
( it goes on... )
Я думаю я поговорит на русском языке для остальноев дня. Достаточно английские для меня! It was hard to do!
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| rodya - Бог защищает меня! |
[14 Jul 2006|03:15am] |
Today I sent letter to my father. He lives back in Russia. A mean person, but I must send to him or he will begin to be very angry on me! In the letter I sent to them the list of money, was which I obtained. I was assumed that I gave it to my boss, but I did not...
As well, I lied to my boss about the letter. Pray me he does not find out!
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| gavan - Caine just took this. Now I am. |
[11 Jul 2006|02:55pm] |
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(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| × I miss somebody right now. |
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (Just the news sometimes.) |
✓ I own lots of books. |
| × I wear glasses or contact lenses. |
× I love to play video games. |
× I've tried marijuana. |
| × I've watched porn movies. |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. |
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (Most of the time, but I guess it depends.) |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. |
× I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. |
✓ I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
( it goes on... )
I'm quite tired of laying here. Thankfully I seem to be slowly getting better, even if it is taking near a damn month.
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| gavan - Explanation of Absence |
[23 Jun 2006|01:30am] |
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The Pretenders - Human |
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Okay, so I lied.
The day before yesterday my car did not have problems.
Yesterday I did not wake up late.
Today my car did not choose to simply not start up yet again.
The truth is I am sick as hell. My car is just fine; I have a very nice and reliable vehicle. And I have never woken up so late as to not still make it to work on time.
But let me tell you.
It has been a while since I have gotten this sick. Not to say it hasn't happened before, because it has, but each time it does I feel like it's getting worse. My head is pounding; it's a migraine that's near unbearable. It's like every joint in my body is rusty. I have the worst vertigo, not to mention I've fainted more than three times in the past three days. My legs and hands keep going numb. My chest feels like it has a dagger stuck through it permanently. I wake up with a kind of buildup in my lungs, which provokes a nasty cough for the next few hours. I can't keep down my food. I keep getting these TERRIBLE shooting pains up my spine. I'm getting more of those little dark blotchy patches on my arms, ones that certainly aren't freckles. I'm so weak that lifting this laptop to my bed was a workout. Not to mention I feel like I'm going completely insane. The voices are driving me crazy, and it's making it very hard to sleep. And sadly, I could continue to complain.
Pathetic, I know. I hate it. I wasn't like this years ago, I don't know what happened. Neither do doctors that I've gone to in the past, including my dad. No one has an explanation for me. I think it's ridiculous. I would consider going to a doctor, but what's the point anymore? Nothing they do helps. It's best I just wait this out. So for now I'll just try and sleep. Sitting up like this is nauseating me.
Caine, expect me to be out for at least a few weeks. I don't like people covering for me, the boss already knows this, so if you could I just ask that you gather my paperwork for me at the end of the week and drop it off at my house. I'd really appreciate it. Other than that you don't have to deal with me; it will probably be nice to have me off your back for a while, huh? Oh, and sorry but you'll have to find another ride to work. Obviously. But I know how much you'll miss Supertramp in the morning. ♥
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| rodya - Hello |
[06 Jun 2006|11:46pm] |
This the first time I used a journal. I am not confident, which is necessary to write! I do assume I must write about my day?
Today is very boring. My boss shouted on us entire day; he was annoying! My interest is in why he finds himself in this poor mood. It is strange. I want to obtain new flight (is that a correct word?) but things are slow. Weather is very hot. Even my friend Glenn complained as it is hot. It is not frequently that he complains! So I know it must be bad. Hopefully will tomorrow be more best!
Sorry my English is so bad.
[Моим роднойа язык будет русский.]
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| gavan - Good lord, what have I done? |
[05 Jun 2006|12:36pm] |
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I feel so sick right now.
I should have been up and awake hours ago. But I can barely get out of bed. I literally had to crawl to my computer chair. It really wasn't worth the effort.
I can hardly remember what happened last night; all I know is that now I feel like I was hit by a truck out on the freeway.
I'm going back to bed. Looks like I'll be MIA today.
Fuck.
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| gavan - It wasn't! |
[05 Jun 2006|03:33am] |
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I Just got home and im slightly a bit buzzed from that drink. i THOUGHT it was water but it wasn it was moonshine. caine Had to drive me home so i'm pissed because thats my car! You cant drive that! i cant see hte oclour of my carpet! So guess what he was trying vary hard to sleep and he can be realy cute when he's asleep but i had things I ndeeded to tell him so I hit him a lot and said "Hey caine" but he made me leave. I think he locked me in them bathroom or mabye it was me but i was In there and with the tub. caine is telling me to get off my computer and go to bed but im not tired at all! ther ewere also moths at Caine's house and they were really funny! caine is being so mean right now. And typing this is really hard to do. fuck I forgot what it was i had to tell him. I think their might be cops.
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